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ARTICLE:
"Plugged In"
This is a story about a six-year-old Rainbow (Indigo)
child. Before the story begins, a timeline will be needed
to put events into perspective. This child has witnessed
energetically her mother working in and on the emotional
grid with the assistance of Nancy Joy and so many other
courageous men and women who are following their truth
and knowing.
I began working with the emotional grid and this process
in September 2001. The leap to truly opening up to this
emotional work happened when I made the commitment to
go to Egypt in March 2002. During this time I had spoken
words of encouragement for my daughter, Cheyenne, to
let out the feelings through screaming, kicking, and
crying. She easily transitioned into the crying, always
telling others that her mommy says to "cry it out".
The hidden emotions wouldn't show themselves using the
tools I had learned. Something was missing!
The missing energy is now in place. I now see the bigger
picture of my choice to join other wonderful men and
women in the Yucatan for emotional healing and embracing
my hidden selves. This choice was an ending to a year
long process of being coded with emotional intelligence
and ancient indigenous knowledge and a beginning of
being plugged into the Balanced Emotional Grid.
This grid assists you in turning on your emotional body
and allows you to begin understanding the value and
purpose of both the light and hidden emotions. Once
I was "plugged in" to this grid I became a
channel for its use and integrity of application.
How does being "plugged in" affect you and
others? Here begins the story of the Rainbow child.
As I mentioned earlier, I had encouraged Cheyenne to
release the dark emotions using tools that I had learned
on my journeys with Nancy Joy, but the energy to support
this release was not part of my field. Two and a half
weeks after returning from the Yucatan and integrating
the frequencies, I witnessed the beauty of being "plugged
in".
Cheyenne was having an intense emotional day and for
a six year old it manifest itself in sporadic darts
of anger and confusion. She was triggered into what
many would call a temper tantrum; I call it an emotional
release. She spontaneously got her pillow and began
to scream into it, and then she threw the pillow on
the floor, kicking and screaming, and collapsing onto
the floor in tears. We went through many cycles of this
and she gifted those of us witnessing with the raw beauty
of Emotions in Motion.
Cheyenne's father, myself, and one of her friends stayed
present for the majority of the release. When her father,
Michael, left the room she pulled him back into the
energy of it by standing in front of him and screaming.
I truly believe that the integrity of the grid supported
Michael in witnessing the event instead of the usual
reaction of shifting her out of the intense and painful
feelings or walking out of the situation. I can see
so clearly the similarity of Cheyenne's process and
my own personal experience with moving emotion and shifting
patterns.
After the waves of anger and grief came to a quiet place,
I held her for only a few minutes and then she was ready
to continue playing with her friend. There were very
few tears following the shift but the surge of energy
could be felt through my whole body, quit the opposite
of my experiences. After the release I have continued
sadness and tears in conjunction to emotional and physical
exhaustion. Did I just witness what the process of living
a life with my Emotions in Motion in real time instead
of burying them in my body. The sadness and physical
fatigue comes from this withholding of the movement
of emotion. Children don't have all the excuses as to
why the time isn't appropriate to feel the feelings.
Before Cheyenne returned to playing with her friend,
she said to me, "mommy, I wish you were here all
the time so I could just let it out when I need to".
I know that being "plugged in" to the Balanced
Emotional Grid allowed my child to intelligently apply
the tools that create change and empowerment. The integrity
of the grid allowed both Cheyenne and I to hold the
space for her father to bear witness to this incredible
work and begin to feel more of himself in the process.
I waited as patiently as I know how to call Nancy the
next morning and let her know about my experience and
to relay the truth of this grids power. Cheyenne's words
to Nancy sum up how awesome this work it, she said,
"And tell her (Nancy) that I fell so good today".
That says it all!
Thank you all for listening to my story
xoxoxoxox
Sandy J
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